and then he said...
i am finding out how inadequate i really am and how more God-dependent i need to be.
it's funny how prayer sometimes ends up being the last resort in my life. ok that wasn't really funny but it's true. this has really been evident these last few weeks with several of our church staff in the process of rethinking worship and our approach and response to it. we are in the process of creating a more "emergent" worship gathering open to the whole church but with a different structure then our usual sunday worship. i've so many ideas for stuff i would like to see happen but i have a problem with being so bull-headed about it. i've really had to take a step back and ask myself if the things i want to see happen and the way i go about making them happen glorifying to God and will they make Him known (in a good way)? and then after much huff and puff because what i want is not happening right away i think about praying. not so that i would get my way but so i would understand God's way and what His plans are. so with all that said i need to get off this thing and go spend some time with the Lord.
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