Friday, September 17, 2004

noise, noise, noise...

i think i have trained myself to be busy because i am uncomfortable with rest. this may sound crazy but for the first time ever or in a really long time, the first thing i did when i woke up this morning was attempt to have a quiet time. well i got to be honest it felt kind of awkward. i sat in my room trying to decide what to read in the bible. then i thought about what i was going to eat for breakfast. and then i thought about what to pray for. started praying and then started thinking about what i was going to wear, what books in needed today, how much time i needed to get ready. then i remembered i was in the middle of a prayer.

it's so hard to be still in an instant culture.

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